it's been a while since i've written in this. i've started writing in a physical journal again, and i hope i keep it consistent.
i'm currently writing a letter to my pen pal, part of the sasc prison outreach program, where i write letters as a form of communication to someone who is incarcerated. it's amazing how we tend to forget what we don't see. or hear. i forget my privilege that i don't have to wait for someone to check me, to already feel criminalized for being in a place, for being pushed away and forgotten in society. incarcerated individuals don't have that ability to express their needs. from this pen pal program, i definitely recognize my privilege of being able to just feel free and human even with all the injustices we face.
as i claim that i am boggled down by the pressures of uc berkeley and feel trapped, nothing can compare to being imprisoned.